saved

I’m glad you’re back

Your troubled past leaves a dark curtain over you
I see it in you
A crumbled lie.

You loved her so much. And she loved you. Deep sins kept her from treating you right. You had to lie to others and yourself to make it ok.
But it wasn’t ok.

And today I know you still love her. You still long for her regardless how you portray it to everyone else. I know.

You want her back, you just don’t want her demons too. Her lies, her greed, they ruined you. She took every ounce of childhood from you.

You are a kindred soul and I’m sorry she did that to you.

But she will always be your mom.